I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything
what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here
what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt

I will let you down I will make you hurt

If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Jonhy Cash